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A prodigy lobsterman’s battle with addiction — York — Bangor Daily News — BDN Maine

A prodigy lobsterman’s battle with addiction — York — Bangor Daily News — BDN Maine

Submitted photograph courtesy of Port

Submitted photograph courtesy of Port

Josiah Beringer, 31, who grew up in New Hampshire and just lately moved his lobster boat to Kittery, died after an extended battle with drug addiction on July 10.

By Hadley Barndollar, Portsmouth Herald •
October 25, 2018 5:51 am

The F/V Patricia Lynn II was Josiah Beringer’s refuge. It was additionally his darkness.

He’d as soon as damaged a bottle of champagne over her bow in celebration of the primary time he took her out to sea. The pink and white lobster boat, named after his late mom, bears a cranium and cross swords on its hull.

Wealthy Beauchesne | Portsmouth Herald

Wealthy Beauchesne | Portsmouth Herald

Hannah Beringer is pictured in entrance of her brother’s lobster boat, the F/V Patricia Lynn II. Josiah Beringer died on the age of 31 of an overdose on board the Patricia Lynn II.

The Patricia Lynn now sits inside a chilly warehouse on the state pier in Portsmouth, New Hampshire, propped within the air above the concrete flooring. A haunting autumn wind sweeps in, circling the boat like a cloak, a spirit.

Josiah’s lobster traps, as soon as strewn throughout the seabed in Hampton Harbor, are stacked outdoors like a ghost yard. His ropes, buoys and different gear scattered amongst them. “J. Beringer” is carved into the Styrofoam of 1 hand painted black and purple buoy.

Aboard the Patricia Lynn on July 10, whereas docked at Badger’s Island in Kittery, Josiah overdosed twice inside the similar day, the second time killing him. He laid on her deck for 10 hours earlier than he was discovered. He was 31.

“He had it all, I’ll tell you that,” stated his sister Hannah Beringer. “He definitely did.”

Josiah deeply liked his household, however he liked fishing extra. He discovered his solace at sea, after which his dying. In three weeks, the public sale course of for the Patricia Lynn will start. With Josiah abandoning greater than $30,000 in loans, the Pease Improvement Authority Division of Ports and Harbors had no different choice however to file paperwork in federal admiralty courtroom to procedurally seize the boat and its gear.

The Patricia Lynn II was Josiah’s third boat, and the second named after his mom, who died in 1992. The Beringer siblings additionally misplaced their father, who had raised all 5 of them, in 2016. Hannah stated Josiah’s coronary heart broke when their dad died, and from there, he started his steep decline.

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Out to sea

Josiah started lobstering when he was 14. By his late teenagers, he’d already begun operating his enterprise, Beringer Lobster Firm, out of the household home only a stone’s throw from Hampton Seashore.

Hannah stated Josiah struggled in center faculty. Issues turned a nook for him when native lobsterman Bobby Nudd took him beneath his wing. They began fishing collectively in Hampton, New Hampshire, waters, the place Josiah acquired his first style of the laborious profession he’d find yourself pursuing. It will turn out to be his complete life.

Geno Marconi, director of New Hampshire Ports and Harbors, stated Josiah was the youngest fisherman they’d ever issued a mortgage to. The Pease Improvement Authority’s revolving mortgage program, designed to help space fishermen with low-interest loans, started in 1995.

Submitted photograph courtesy of the Portsmouth Herald

Submitted photograph courtesy of the Portsmouth Herald

Josiah Beringer was nonetheless in highschool when he turned a profitable lobsterman, beginning a enterprise out of the household house.

Josiah graduated from Winnacunnet Excessive Faculty in 2006 and went full time into the lobster enterprise. For a few years, his boat was based mostly out of Hampton, however inside the final yr, he had moved to a marina at Badger’s Island in Kittery.

Hannah estimated on the time of his dying, Josiah had 500 traps in Seacoast waters. He was extremely profitable, she stated, which introduced him each pals and enemies. Typically Josiah can be the earliest individual out and the final individual in, to show himself. Hannah snickered that he “pissed a lot of people off.”

“He was so obsessed with fishing,” stated Hannah, 27. “He was crazy, a hard worker, so much like my dad.”

Hannah described Josiah as goofy, devoted and caring; somebody who would do absolutely anything for anybody. Once they have been youngsters, and pop was working, Josiah took care of his siblings. He invested cash within the household house.

“I want people to know just how good of a person he actually was, he still was when he was using,” she stated. “He would light up a room. He was the favorite, for sure. The favorite cousin, the favorite uncle, sibling, son.”

Being on the water, Hannah stated, was Josiah’s ardour in life.

‘He wanted to be saved’

In 2011, Josiah suffered critical accidents in an ATV crash that nearly took his life. He was med-flighted to a Boston hospital, the place he started an extended restoration course of. His addiction, Hannah stated, began with the medicine he was prescribed there.

Together with his fishing success, Josiah was capable of feed and afford his painkiller behavior for years. From there, it escalated to crack, after which heroin. Typically, it was each directly.

“He really did try. He said multiple times he didn’t want to live like this,” Hannah stated. “He was just so heartbroken after my dad died. He wasn’t the same person at all.” Hannah stated Josiah and their father had lived collectively, and regularly loved time on the Patricia Lynn.

Hannah stated her household felt as if the police failed them. Josiah was caught with medicine a number of occasions, she stated, however nothing was achieved to direct him to providers or get him assist. When he lastly went to rehab for the primary time in March in Manchester, after two weeks, he was requested to go away as a result of he didn’t have medical insurance.

On his personal, Josiah succeeded in staying sober for a couple of months afterwards.

“But June came along, he relapsed and within a couple weeks, he had passed away,” Hannah stated.

Wealthy Beauchesne | Portsmouth Herald

Wealthy Beauchesne | Portsmouth Herald

Josiah Beringer painted all of his personal lobster buoys and handmade his 500 traps.

Over the course of 24 hours on July 10, Josiah was revived by Narcan after a primary overdose on his boat and transported to a Maine hospital. Shortly thereafter, he was launched and took a taxi again to the Patricia Lynn.

A few hours later, he would overdose a second time, and it will show deadly.

His obituary was painfully and superbly trustworthy, depicting a younger man who throughout his lifetime had captured probably the most beautiful sunrises and sunsets at sea, and regardless of his addiction, by no means misplaced his smile, humorousness or want for sobriety.

“These are good people, hardworking human beings that get themselves into either a bad situation or they’ve been injured before, and been over-prescribed and it got too expensive,” Hannah stated. “It doesn’t discriminate. I say all the time when I go into a room there could be someone struggling here. There could be someone here who could sell me a bag of heroin.”

Hannah stated her brother had turn out to be depending on one thing “that made him feel nothing.”

“He wanted to be saved,” she stated. After his dying, Hannah listened to a voicemail on another person’s telephone that Josiah had left from the hospital on his final day. He didn’t need assistance, he stated, he wanted to be saved.

The aftermath

9 lobstermen volunteered to retrieve Josiah’s traps from the ocean, which at the moment are stacked alongside the Port Authority pier. They have been capable of finding simply over 200 of them.

It’s been troubled waters for the lobster and fishing business, which is suffering from the opioid scourge. Bodily ache from exhausting labor, melancholy and grueling hours, typically occasions spent alone on the water, are a number of the causes staff within the fishing business flip to heroin, Hannah stated. The insular nature of the group doesn’t assist, both.

“It got to the point where every single one of the deck hands Josiah was hiring were drug addicts, so they would use together,” Hannah stated. And being in a cash-lucrative enterprise meant virtually prompt entry to medicine once they needed them.

Previous to Josiah’s passing, the Patricia Lynn had already been acquainted with demise. A few months earlier, Josiah awoke from a nap whereas at sea to find one among his deck arms lifeless of an overdose. He referred to as 911.

It was a cycle. Every day, Hannah stated, they might get up and do the identical factor, again and again.

“Our family was completely heartbroken,” she stated. “We expected it to happen one day, if he didn’t get clean. I just didn’t see it coming this soon.”

Their oldest sibling, Amanda, had beforehand struggled with heroin addiction for 10 years. Now six years sober, everybody thought Amanda’s story would assist Josiah get again on his ft. “She made it out,” Hannah stated of her sister. However Josiah didn’t.

Wealthy Beauchesne | Portsmouth Herald

Wealthy Beauchesne | Portsmouth Herald

Hannah Beringer is pictured with her brother’s lobster boat, the F/V Patricia Lynn II.

“I wish that I could give him a big hug and tell him I loved him every single day,” Hannah stated. “I think he knew that. I would want him to know that we needed him, we still need him.”

Whereas visiting the Patricia Lynn earlier this week, Hannah recalled “the countless conversations” she and Josiah had about getting him assist. She laughed that he needed to go to an expensive rehab facility in Florida, the Sunshine State.

“I have so much regret that I wish I could have helped him,” she stated.

Hannah and her siblings mentioned in the event that they needed to maintain the boat. When it goes up for public sale, anybody has the chance to buy it, household included.

“We didn’t want to keep something that basically killed him,” Hannah stated. “To us, the fishing in the end is what killed him, because we couldn’t get him to leave it. All he wanted to do was fish. We wanted to say our goodbyes to the boat. You have to learn to let go of things. You hold onto memories and pictures.”

Josiah needed a second probability, Hannah stated, however couldn’t get it. She believes the trail to addiction providers isn’t as accessible correctly. New Hampshire wants extra. Josiah wanted extra.

“He really never stopped fighting,” she stated. “I think at the end though, I truly believe he really wanted to be with my dad and my mom.”

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